And the winner is........me??!

Was asking myself..

what does it feel like being liked by a lot of people..
being popular..
is it that important?

For me....i used to think it was....
till i realize..

its pointless....

tHERE was no significance being popular...

life is not about it...

life's about downfalls..
and ive been through all the failures that no one can actually imagine

ask me again...
and ill tell u
IM THE BIGGEST LOSER ON EARTH

call me sensitive or maybe i am...

BUt...

What if....
what if i can....
change things...

that's up to me isnt it..

for the first time i wanna stand up for myself...

not being scolded "wad f***" every single day...

i just for once wanna stand for myself..an]]d shout...


CAN YOU PEOPLE PLEASE BE MORE CIVILISED!!!

so i gotta make the first step...

for tonite'll be the last nite
ill be the same old self..
wish me luck alrite...bon voyage..

OHH yea was missing the point...

i realised that i was a winner after all,

i went through experiences that ppl can never imagine....

so ppl... if you are reading this..and think of yourself as a failure

your actually a WINNER....so cheers to yourself and throw the old you away..

Maturity...

What about it?

Sometimes when you see people change,
Attitude-wise ,in sense of perspective,
They have become more matured then before.

How do you see maturity?
For example,when someone leaves his Playstation just to study
and have better grades..thinking that why let time waste..
Another example is when someone who cries when something fails and
smile when the next failure occurs..

Why does maturity happen?

Well,in my sense of perspective,
people will grow matured when they see the means to do something
and the benefits that come after..
A person who sees his glass half full is said to be matured
compared to the other person that thinks
it's half empty..

Why is it so?
Optimism...plays a key role,
in how you see the tragedies and downfalls of life,
how you stand back up and make the best of it..
that gentleman..is MATURITY...

When positive thinking overruns negativity,thats maturity
When you fail an exam and work hard to get an A,THATS maturity
When you realise failure is just an obstacle to success that's maturity,
When you realise that you have lost something and work hard
not to get it back but to overcome the next incident..that's maturity..

Well that's all i have to say... Maturity is an option...

its up to u on how u see life... ^^

its raining men...hallelujah

Me head can't stop thinking...
Should I go??

But if i do go..

WOULD IT BE horrendous?


i live this to the Lord...


amen.

Differenta'tio

My grades are slipping...
Damn it....
All those careless mistakes...

Through my careful analysis and observation,
I find that mostly EVERYONE'S getting sick nowadays..
No doubt H1N1 is spreading like flies,
11 school's already closed down and was given a week holiday(and my school's not one of them.damn)
Therefore to you guys out there please...i mean PLEAAASE take care of
your health...and when you're sick please don't ever come to school...(unless you plan to give us a free holiday?you're welcome)

*THINGS THAT I WOULD WANT TO DO THIS YEAR*

*Numba 1-learn bball...its been a livelong dream for me to start playing basketball till my dad banned me frm playing it when i was 7...geez
**Numba 2-for the first time i want to be the best in academic results..the reason you may ask..well,for fun?haha.
***Numba 3-master my guitar skills.
****Numba 4-complete my rubix cube in 25 seconds..(damn you benji..i know la you can do in 20 seconds!!)
i guess thats it..

hey...there's also a song i really enjoy listening to lately and ive been trying hard to master it
on my guitar...

its called
iris by the goo goo dolls..
yea..i know its 10 years old but its really a cool song.so listen to it if you have the time

got to go complete my letters now so see ya!