Life So Far...

Hey peeps!!,its been a long time since i blogged and well,I've been busy with my life affairs lately
and so lack the time to even play a computer game(thats a lie)
Anyhoots~my last exam paper is tomorrow!Yippee!!!!
But I was very dissapointed with my chemistry paper as I think I have done badly..
I guess I have to prepare for a resit..sobs,RM500.00 gone just like that...aih..

By the way..ive been given a JPA scholarship to india!!!And the course given is Medicine!!!wooo hooo
Wait a minute now,and you shall understand my dilemma for the past few weeks...
The country INDIA,is indeed a famous place for people to take up medicine.
Why?Well due to its humoungous death rates,future doctors fly there to learn
how to chop off body parts, because in India,there is an abundance of them(dead bodies).

NOW HERE'S THE GENERAL MISCONCEPTION

Not all INDIA has quality medical training..
So far theres only two good universities in india..
ONE=Kasturba Medical Centre,Manipal
TWO=Jaya Nehru,Belgaom

These two unis are the best in quality and also in their environments.Hence,these two places are the most conducive to live in India...

NEVERTHELESS,
Lately our Government has a string of save-money-schemes
So instead of sending me to a quality learning ground,
They might just send me to a new and unheard place..

DAMN FRUSTRATING...
Neways,will continue later on..take care peeps!!

Living in Your Past-a memoir

I used to be the kid that will cry at the death of a living being,be it an animal,a relative etc etc...
I used to be that young boy,that will feel sad at the instant someone's being mean at him,
I am the kind of person;that doesn't sleep at all when I realised that I have done a mistake in my life...

From what you can understand,
Im always living in my past,
Never letting go of it,
Constantly rewinding in my head,
This is why i feel depressed all the time,
Trying to find all the signs,
To put an end to this misery of mine.

I have to let go,
I have to learn how to give it all away,
And to just remember that life has many things to say,
You just have to know what you want to listen,
I have to move on,
I should forget about the past,
I should bring myself up again,
And stand on my own two feet.

God,
Please give me strength..

Reminiscing about the past is a dangerous thing;you might get sucked into it...

College life...

Wassup homies...gosh,its been ages since i ever touched this blog..kinda have a sentimental feel about it though... So lets see,whats new?Well,nothing really.Just that im back in college after the Qing Ming weekend and just found out(well not really) that my Malaysian Studies exam is this THURSDAY!!!yikesss... to keep u guys updated,im studying real hard(you wished) to ace this sub..
Im kinda worried bout where JPA will send me though..What if i have to start all over again in another college?!Haih... Ill let God handle this then... will be back soon..after my exams,so see ya!~

Let's fly..

Gimme a slang,
Gimme a beat,
Gimme sumtin that'll sweep u off your feet,
Am not sure how things may take a lil heat,
Time will heal things,
All you need is creed.

2011...and change is on the way...

There are many things to confess,things i need to forget,things that i cannot continue doing for the sake of my very own future...
What I am going to write are the steps that I will take
With God side by side ,
In order to change my life...

1.I SHALL stop procrastinating and expect great results.
2.I SHALL stop dreaming and start facing reality.
3.I SHALL start loving God even more and stop looking for him only when i need help..(This is actually no.1)
4.I SHALL start loving my family more than ever and cherish the times with them when I am back home.
5.I SHALL start reading the Bible again.
6.I SHALL stop fantasizing about the girl whom I want to be with.
7.I SHALL enjoy college life and finish all my homework and not forgetting to exercise.
8.I SHALL be respected but first,BY respecting myself.
9.I SHALL stop !@#$%^&*!@#$ as it wrecks my spiritual life.
10.I SHALL not look down on myself.
11.I SHALL smile whenever I can and never give up on my way to achieve my ambitions and will not dissapoint my family.
12.I SHALL be responsible from now on, in sense of my actions and self-care.
13.I SHALL have faith in the Lord,that one day,he will bring the right one to me.
14.I SHALL evade from negative sources as I do not want to be impure.
15.I SHALL spread love to everyone and rejoice for the Lord has given us life.=)