Disheartened....doing what is fair or what is right...

I've thought to myself,
what should i do
to achieve the almost impossible things in the world........
FATE decides that,thats what my mum would say,
what if Fate doesnt?BUMMER...............

I wont say anymore...
i leave it to God....

And yeah,let me confess something to you, when we meet, i feel real awkward,
something bout' u really makes me feel uncomfortable..
it feels like the air's so dense....

Anyway,
i respect u as a friend,
i hope i can get this jitterbug away from my body so
we could just have normal conversations....sorry
for talking the wrong things MOST of the time..^^

Its now or never....

It's June....
The sixth month of the year...
Mid year exams just passed,
Now SPM's drawing near..
I felt that time is real vicious to me..
But in the end its all up to me,
To make a choice,
To be the person ive ever dreamed on the most
or just continue depending on luck...

WELL guys,me here is in a dilemma,ive not started studying....
And thats a real problem,
coz if i dont,
well im gonna ruin my life and get stuck into form 6.....damnnnn
School starts tmr...semester break ends TODAY!!!!

well on a good note...i pray to God to forgive my whatever wrong doing and pick
me up from sliding down and keep focus on my future...

Therefore theres a list of things i wanna start today itself!!
1.CLEAN UP MY ROOM
2.REVAMP MY TUITION BAG(practically its filthy with candy wrappers)
3.Start mastering EST!!!!
4.Master BIO and SEJ!!

well practically i can settle num 1 and 2 in the short term but 3 and 4 in the long term
so by God's grace...i hope i would be able to make it..

ITS FATHER'S DAY today...!!!

Therefore to all dad's out there,have a great day and being the best dad u could ever be...

in JOEL's grace,LORD we pray....
AMEN...

GLEEKIFIED???

It was on a quiet evening,
A certain
tv advertisement
CAUGHT my eye...

And what do you know...its Glee!!
well,i was rather head over heels about that show...
it made me go nuts!

and before i know it..
im already a gleek by bedtime...

but to tell u the truth,
a few months back i wasnt reli supportive of that show
My frens were like"Hey jo,u watched Glee last nite?"
And ill be like huh??wads dat....
Then they told me that it was like high school musical in a series version

My first impression was ,"I bet its another gay kinda show"

But last week,i was proven wrong....
The show wasn reli much of drama and those choreographed dances
It was more of self-esteem and self realization kinda show..knowing
who u are and what you want in life...

WELL to those guys or gurls out there who thinks glee is another HSM spin-off..
I dare you to watch it,you won regret it i promise..youll laugh
at the very second u watch it,trust me..

Until next time....Seeee ya!

Do words like lambda or imperialism mesmerize you??
To me....imperialism sounds wayyyyy cooler than lambda...to those confused out there,
you may find the word 'imperialisme' in Sejarah text books in the very first chapter.
"How's form 5 so far?"mum asked...
"Full of crap,"i jokingly replied.

To be honest,
It's my last year in high school...

Hence,i feel that i need to end my school year with a bang...
THESE ARE THE LIST OF THINGS IM GOING TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR:

1.have a band
2.get new spike shoes(priority)
3.change my glasses(yen!!when are ya gonna take me out)
4.learn to bball(awesome weh)
5.achieve king scout(log books suck!!)
6.learn to speak CHINESE??
7.study smart for my upcoming exams
8.start building me body(=P)
9.stop wasting too much money on fooddd!(aww man!)
10.PWN SPM...

I guess thats practically it,
before i go im gonna wish u guys out there a happy cny!!
and Gim,that was an awesome party..thx

From the guy who claims Spongebob is gay,
Yours truly,
JOEL LEE

Aaaahhh,,,,,the smell of christmas...

Christmas songs ringing in my ears every day in my mum's shop...
Then i start to wonder....
When was the last time i really enjoyed christmas..
So i sat back and thought back...
It was during my younger years where I was just a mere a child and
really have that christmas light shining brightly in my soul..
But as the years gone by,sadly...its just a day where you go out shouting merry christmas!!
and at the end of the day..the spirit of Xmas just died....

Its the inevitable,as we all teenagers grow up to adults..what most significant to us during
our younger days will eventually be a plain old memory..
This worries me..as adults who have not a bit of a child in them will turn out
to be adults with no life...
Im afraid ill be one of those men that doesnt enjoy the full priviledge that life or shall i say
GOD has given me by working my ass of in the office every single day...
But think of it..
If every men or women in this world retain a lil bit of their chidhood in them..
u can see that the world would be full of love and compassion,
wars will lesson,arguments will cease..
therefore EVERYONE!!
I URGE ALL OF YOU..TO TAKE THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON
WITH FULL SPIRIT
and please,let that candle shine brightly..!!for GOD..we must....^^

shout out LOUD...

Being in form four...i find myself being guilty over and over again...the greatest sin commited by most students IS ALWAYS studying last minute for exams and having to rely on the infamous "pakai tembak" abilities...but to no avail..being half-prepared,makes it harder to answer subjective questions like in PHY or sejarah,which are two really difficult papers..

Nuff said,our education system has implied objective-type questions in primary schools which really affects the way we think..For example, for an objective exam paper in primary,a simple read-through will do the trick as all you need is a little memory power..(p.s Jowayne is a pain in the ass looking at me blogging..sheesh..),but when it comes to subjective papers(esp physics)..it all depends on your logic.. U see,if we were implemented to do more subjective questions than objective way back in primary school,ill be more of thinker rather than a mere memoriser..Therefore,logical essay questions wont be much of a problem anymore..

TO be real honest,im really tying to get used to this new environment as im in a real slow pace..now i know how much my seniors suffer back then....:-S...

Best of luck for the final week of examinations guys...

NotE To self:STOP STUDYIN A DAY BEFORE AN EXAM!!


~ "Laziness is nothing more than the habit of resting before you get tired."~

exams strrrriiiikkkkeeee 1!!

BIOLOGY...the paper that turned many faces sour.
The questions were tough but to my surprise three quarter of the questions
were the exact copy from my reference book. Lucky much??nah... I took a long
struggle to conquer bio just to prove my mum that hope in
that particular field of science is still in my fingertips.

Why doctor?
My mum told me i would be a doctor when i was a mere 4 year old..i didn really take much notice of that till recently, i realize that bio-science is where i do best,neither calculation nor dealing with chemicals suit me best(tho my bio seems weaker than both of them)..so i took the long road...the long road to be a person who can help people which pretty makes sense as i have so called "butter fingers"...sad to say,im still as clumsy as ever,hopefully i dont cut someone up and leave a needle or 2 in it..yikes...

OH!!!almost forgot,i got carried away..im supposed to study my BM..the next depression comin ryt up,so heads up...im so gonna pwn BM... adios amigos!

Baaaaaa.....

I strummed.. i swing... i plucked...

I need you Lord!!!

I take A step.

Hopelessness...
How do i deal with it..

"A voice came to me,
it said pray..my son,"

"For those who have faith shall
be blessed with eternal bliss.."


"Why,father?
why do i lack faith.."
i asked..
He answered....




"Because you didnt reach up for my hand........"

And the winner is........me??!

Was asking myself..

what does it feel like being liked by a lot of people..
being popular..
is it that important?

For me....i used to think it was....
till i realize..

its pointless....

tHERE was no significance being popular...

life is not about it...

life's about downfalls..
and ive been through all the failures that no one can actually imagine

ask me again...
and ill tell u
IM THE BIGGEST LOSER ON EARTH

call me sensitive or maybe i am...

BUt...

What if....
what if i can....
change things...

that's up to me isnt it..

for the first time i wanna stand up for myself...

not being scolded "wad f***" every single day...

i just for once wanna stand for myself..an]]d shout...


CAN YOU PEOPLE PLEASE BE MORE CIVILISED!!!

so i gotta make the first step...

for tonite'll be the last nite
ill be the same old self..
wish me luck alrite...bon voyage..

OHH yea was missing the point...

i realised that i was a winner after all,

i went through experiences that ppl can never imagine....

so ppl... if you are reading this..and think of yourself as a failure

your actually a WINNER....so cheers to yourself and throw the old you away..

Maturity...

What about it?

Sometimes when you see people change,
Attitude-wise ,in sense of perspective,
They have become more matured then before.

How do you see maturity?
For example,when someone leaves his Playstation just to study
and have better grades..thinking that why let time waste..
Another example is when someone who cries when something fails and
smile when the next failure occurs..

Why does maturity happen?

Well,in my sense of perspective,
people will grow matured when they see the means to do something
and the benefits that come after..
A person who sees his glass half full is said to be matured
compared to the other person that thinks
it's half empty..

Why is it so?
Optimism...plays a key role,
in how you see the tragedies and downfalls of life,
how you stand back up and make the best of it..
that gentleman..is MATURITY...

When positive thinking overruns negativity,thats maturity
When you fail an exam and work hard to get an A,THATS maturity
When you realise failure is just an obstacle to success that's maturity,
When you realise that you have lost something and work hard
not to get it back but to overcome the next incident..that's maturity..

Well that's all i have to say... Maturity is an option...

its up to u on how u see life... ^^

its raining men...hallelujah

Me head can't stop thinking...
Should I go??

But if i do go..

WOULD IT BE horrendous?


i live this to the Lord...


amen.

Differenta'tio

My grades are slipping...
Damn it....
All those careless mistakes...

Through my careful analysis and observation,
I find that mostly EVERYONE'S getting sick nowadays..
No doubt H1N1 is spreading like flies,
11 school's already closed down and was given a week holiday(and my school's not one of them.damn)
Therefore to you guys out there please...i mean PLEAAASE take care of
your health...and when you're sick please don't ever come to school...(unless you plan to give us a free holiday?you're welcome)

*THINGS THAT I WOULD WANT TO DO THIS YEAR*

*Numba 1-learn bball...its been a livelong dream for me to start playing basketball till my dad banned me frm playing it when i was 7...geez
**Numba 2-for the first time i want to be the best in academic results..the reason you may ask..well,for fun?haha.
***Numba 3-master my guitar skills.
****Numba 4-complete my rubix cube in 25 seconds..(damn you benji..i know la you can do in 20 seconds!!)
i guess thats it..

hey...there's also a song i really enjoy listening to lately and ive been trying hard to master it
on my guitar...

its called
iris by the goo goo dolls..
yea..i know its 10 years old but its really a cool song.so listen to it if you have the time

got to go complete my letters now so see ya!

Oh Bummer........

tests tests tests...

BRING IT ON,BABY!!!!

once again ill be real busy cramming my head with last minute studies
(why am i just so gawd damn lazy)

my neurons are burning like jet fuel leaking out from an airplane...

GOSH....

with THE LORD'S help..i should have the power....to conquer this...
(fingers crossed)

"LIVE life or NEVER"-ANONYMOUS

ramada pics...

err...err..lolx

SUSIE

form 2's going wacko


Matt the ugly guy..

i was suppose t eat sum plastic thingy that looks like chicken

Qing Xiang the watermelon?..lols




"to err is human, to forgive is divine"-John Paul II

"I guess...Common sense,isn't common after all,right..class?"-My physics tuition teacher

"Can't you all use the English language properly!!?you cheeky cheeky China men!!"-my English teacher

The Escapades...

its been a month since i last blogged...
the lazy bug got to me..
today's THE day where scouts of SFI are suppose to tie gadgets in RAMADA....

and so we did..
about 7 am my gang and I arrived school
(the fact is i arrived later..they're early)

Went to tie a few tripods for the gadgets...

Later on,we were told that there was a change of plan..

They wanted us to tie a few more complex gadgets COMPARED TO our original plan of tying a simple stage...

CONSEQUENTLY..

we were furious.as we are only paid a 100 bucks..but we did it anyway...

but there was one thing i really enjoyed doing today...

i got to sit on top of a moving lorry for the very first time of my life!!! (sry for being such a jakun)

it was raining hell of course..

in bunga raya.(on the way to ramada,we had to transport the bakau's to ramada u see)



once we got there...it was hectic u see..we can only go as far as the 5th floor..
but we have to get on our legs and carry the bakaus to the seventh floor..(absurd huh)

ZOOM up further...

while tying..vincent gt the craziest idea of playing the piano that was juz near the place we were tying the gadget..
and so..boldly..he went and played a rendition of i-duno-wad-you-call-it-some-french-thingy

while we were busy
tying.....

About two or so...i went back home.along the way,i spot a really hilarious signboard near the elevator...
no DURIANS allowed...

oh ya...today while checkin under my bed...i found a memento of my childhood..

my Basketball!!!its been 10 years man..as soon i saw it i pumped air into it,but doent seem to work well as it used to...hmmm..anyone care to
give me
basketball lessons?

FATHERS DAY...

Whoa it's almost twelve!?
to all the DADS out there
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY....

and...

thx mum for the home-made spaggheti...
Love you all!!!

bt seriously mum,its salty...HONEST!!!haha!

Same ol~ same ol~

AND...i'm back to my old template again..
Find it more appropriate i guess..

Forgive me bloggie..for leaving you in the lurch for not days but WEEKS!
Well you know me..im dead lazy!
So why am I here blogging when i should get my beauty sleep?
I'll leave the thinking to you lah..

Yesterday, was jasmine's 16th birthday party, ironically her birthday's next week
so don't ask me why...

let's start from morning shall we...

FIRST and foremost...

I got up 7.50 am... getting ready for my scout meeting (finally after 3 months)
the weird thing is,it starts at 8.. Well, because of time limitations..obviously..i rushed like a bulldog..skipped breakfast as well and got into the meeting late..

I didn't get any punishment at all..haha.. thx to the Dude up there..You rock..
it was treasure hunt day... i donnt wanna talk much here..as my eyes can barely open.. to summarize things... there were 5 bases all over A famosa,the light and sound and etc..
All we have to do is go that certain base..do whatever wacky things they(as in committee) ask us to do and we get the clue to the next base...
there was one base..we had to do a human pyramid(while the other half of the group has to do another task)
therefore,we have to wait for the other half to finish the task..
I tell you..

IT WASN'T NICE....

Imagine carrying a 50 kg guy on yur hand for 20 long minutes...it's hell of course..(though we cheated a lil)bwahahaha..

After the treasure hunt..it was patrol leader election..10 new patrol leaders are elected from the form 2's..so far i wasn't dissapointed by the choices the commitee made..

After the meeting...CY and myself went to DP to look for a present for jasmine...
THX CY!! for making me walk in CIRCLES....blardey bugger..lols

We stopped by to a stall that's selling keychains,lighters(with obscene pictures..) and football stuff.too bad im no football fan..

I waited delibrately for about 15 minutes for chye yuen to MAKE his decision to buy a keychain..pffttt..get on with it man!

Went to Apple Donut to have a chat(we didn't buy any donut at all) ,while half way having crappy talk..we went our separate ways home..
CY...(pic)


After my additional maths tuition...han yang and myself went to simply fish to celebrate jasmine's birthday..(ain't it lavish?)
The fifteen of us have the crazziest time everplaying TRUTH or DARE...
AFTER 3 hours of playing the same game. jas decided to move on to hte DP padang up there..
it's really windy up there i tell you..
We chatted ,chatted and chatted till bout 11..where me and han yang have to go home..(car
pooling with him ,guess im saving the environment?! pfftt)
jasmine(pic)

SInce IM bored till my legs can shiver...i've come to show you a partial part of my love life...

READY FOR IT?
5

4

3

2

1

0

-0.1

-0.2

(oh wth!!let's get on with it..)

TA DAAAAA!!!


That's my love/hate partner...

This baby rocks...coz....well coz... it's frustrating..!?

Forgive me for my obsession with the cube but...Come on...what toy other than the PSP
gives u excitement..only after you solve it?well my good fren RUBIX does..lols

it's free too..u know?lols...(my dad sells it...thank GOD)

Oya!!forget to show u sumtin..observe the pic below which is in japanese i found at DAISO(it's at carefore selling japanese goods if you are not from this planet)
Look carefully and u might be astonished yet amazed to find out that...

its made in China...
well wad do you know....almost everything in that store is from China...



blah..

wetwet wild...

yesterday was fc gathering at my house...
wasn part of the fc camp at all..bt since theyre here might as well join int he fun rite
i helped them build the fire for the bbq..and lent silvia my blender(which of course gets me a scolding for mum)thx silvia!!lols...
the weird thign was..my puppy was afraid of them..dats a first... jennifer u too fierce d la..
lol

after that..we all had lots of fun playin water,guitaring, carryin ppl into the swimming pool..geng le
silvia gave me an uncook chicken for my previous help..bt seriously damn uncook..walao u ar...buta kah!!wan me get diarrhoea izit!!
lols...wen its time i gt sleepy and head home and snore on my paradise bed.

dats all~

lol..i found out i have to fix my life ad..thx ya boke...and hy...for having faith..