Worrying worrying worrying...

9 months of holiday, isn't exactly the best thing to happen in your life. As a friend once said, "Human beings will always wish for something that they don't have." Earlier on in my life, I was impatiently waiting for the holidays to begin.. and now that i am at it, I just want it to end already! Med school, let's just start! All my pals are already onto their degrees and such, and here I am, slumbering over nothing..

But of course I did fill my time during the past few months lah.. 

Currently, I am a volunteer in NASAM (National Stroke Association of Malaysia).. sounds cool rite, but nahh.. its just a small stroke center just the edge of Bukit Baru. I met Sundari and Azian there (physiotherapists) , they are the coolest, whackiest bunch of big sisters I will ever meet. Pictures would be uploaded soon..  

So what do i do there? For the first month, Sebastian and myself, were involved in aiding the patients' physiotherapy sessions. Subsequent months, we were given a HUGE assignment, and I really mean huge, from Mr. Jeff (The center's admin): Due to the lack of volunteers, WE were given the honour to organize a state-level marathon. Great stuff? not really, im not getting paid or anything, but, oh well, its voluntary rite? 

So after weeks and weeks of discussion, letter typing, searching for sponsors, were all set to organize it on the 28th of October. I was all hyped up till i received the news; Ill be going to Paris till the 29TH. Argh, after all the planning done and all the petrol wasted, you telling me i cant go? Oh well, since the plane tickets' were booked and paid for, I have nothing to say or go against, but to leave some of the duties to the others involved, my apologies comrades..

Other than that my whole life has been revolved around Basketball, Badminton and some swimming, okay, it was only once.. however, after learning that it will help straighten my spine, (YES, I have slight scoliosis) I promised i'm all for hardcore swimming... IF im not too lazy =D...

What else but my constant worrying? Lately, I've been worried about EVERYTHING education-wise.

I was worried that due to the over excessive amounts of doctors by the time i graduate (estimately 20000), I would never get a job.. But as a wise old Doctor once said, "Take things one step at a time, you wouldnt know what the future holds, anything can happen" I cant help but agree to those cliche words. Its true, its pointless to keep thinking over and over about the things that may not happen at all. In my heart, " Iin my heart I said, " i'll go through it, no matter what, with God's grace, I'll just follow whatever path He gives me"

So worry less.. and live the present.. no point worrying, just go with the flow.. thats all guys.. take care

My life's story... That's a new name for it.. Looking back at my posts, I was rather embarrassed on how childish i was,often complaining about my ideals, my sadness, my failures... I will not remove them tho, as they are memories of myself.. and i think that's important

BUT NOW...

It seems to me, that it all makes perfect sense.. I was young, not that im old enough to call myself wise, but old enough to understand, why I've gone through all that. To make me learn things the hard way, to make me understand the gravity of what can happen, if i continue to do certain mistakes.

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Im not your average goody goody guy. Im a person with mistakes, Ive lied to people, Ive hurt feelings, Ive boast with arrogance and I accept all that.

Change, I will become. Change, I will accept. 

Thus, there should be a slight change of tone. Not a drastic one, but from here onward, I shall be more mature with what I have to say.. And I praise God for that...

See you guys soon..

Life i had for a year...

Its been a long time since i last blogged.. a year to be exact, hows my life so far? haha, many things have changed, how Im closer to God, the ever increasing mistakes that ive done, the amount of friends that can pull me out of the shithole.... basically, i have a good life, heres a recap on what happened last year, i was studying A levels in UCSI, got a JPA scholarship to India, decided to appeal, and i got myself here in Sunway doing MUFY for medicine, so, to be exact, i was given a whole new life, i broke up with her, we both knew it was going to happen, our pathways, were difficult and I myself caused her so much heart pain. I felt guilty for a long time, but soon time healed our hearts and we both moved on. Mufy was great, cool teachers, cool pals, averagely ok grades, i cant thank God enough as He has given me a second shot at life. =) Thank you God.. !